I am odd…

August 8, 2007 at 5:33 pm (It's just my life)

Well, I have always thought it was weird that I don’t like to be touched by people. I can’t help it. It makes me exetremely uncomfortable. However, when I am with someone in a romantic way I totally don’t feel that at all. I instead what to hold them and be held. But the act itself, is difficult for me to initiate, even though I would like to. It is so strange. I want to cuddle and hold hands even. That seems so weird coming from me…
For instance, when I am in school I always sit at least a desk away from my classmates. I never want to be too close to people. I just don’t understand it.  I hate big crowds and I hate being blocked in a space by people with no way out. Unless, however, it is a person, like I said before, that I am involved romantically with – or want to be involved with. Ha.

Maybe it is a trust issue. I don’t really know. All I do know is that there is something wrong with that picture.  dontouch-web-fina-2.jpg

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